could it be a message from beyond

[akashastrega]

Last year Dec 9, 2004 my best friend returned from a trip to Canada, and 30 minutes before she got home, pulled off to the side of the road and took her life. She was considered missing for 3 days. I decided to make the 250 mile drive from where I live to where her car was found to help in the search for her. I had an oldsmobile. I threw a rod on the way, but still pushed through. The car made it to the front door of my fathers house before it quit. That was Dec. 11th. This year Dec. 10th, my new car, also an oldsmobile, had its alternator give out. My best friend died Dec 10th, 2003. On her one year anniversary of her passing, I have car troubles again. A coincidence, or a message from J? Andif so, what is the message? By the way, in 2003, I never did make it to the search party to see her brought off the hill, but I did make it 125 miles on a blown engine to the safety of my fathers home...I was not left stranded in the middle of nowhere...thanks J...I think.

[Jane]

I don't know what the message is, but I think the most important thing is that you cared enough to go looking for your friend and that you are still thinking about her. To get to the state where you not only want to put an end to your own life, but actually manage to carry this action out is such a terrible thing. I do know something about this - I have been so terribly "depressed" in the past that I wanted to do it - but then things changed, thank God! My life didn't change - but I did in my whole idea of what I am and what life is. I can say more about this if anyone wants to hear!

However, the most important thing is that you cared about your friend - this is all that matters really - that we are moved enough to care about one another!